Monday, January 30, 2012
So, last night I had a dream I was breastfeeding with a mommy. She was petting my hair and I could hear my daddy in the background telling me I was a good girl for mommy.It made me so happy. I don't know where I'm going with this though, because so far I have had no luck in finding another woman that would treat me like this.I would want my daddy to be able to be there. We have both agreed that there would be nothing sexual between daddy or mommy, but maybe something sexual with mommy and me if daddy gets to be there. It doesnt have to be sexual though. I really just want to have a mommy to love me the same way my daddy does. Maybe I'm being to needy. I have a daddy who I love very very much and I would not trade him for a zillion mommies. I guess what I'm trying to get at is that I'm just curious. I want someone to dress me in cute outfits and do my hair and play dollies with me....meh sad.....:(
Saturday, January 28, 2012
So I got the best present ever today...A good friend of mine who is a daddy and knows how much a little girl needs her diapers helped me out. So now I don't hafta wear stupid pullups!!! Yay YAYYY!!! Super Excited! I love when people are just nice. It makes me so happy to know that there are people out there that really do care for me...It makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. :)
Friday, January 27, 2012
So, last night Daddy took me out for Mexican food and a few drinks. I drank two margaritas and two screwdrivers and was pretty drunk. I haven't really drank at all since I was twenty, so it was fun to be able to do it legally. Good thing I was wearing my diaper, cuz I went very little once I started drinking. We walked home, but I got in a little bit of trouble cuz I ran to far ahead. My daddy said I need to stay with him, and hold his hand when we cross the street. The big girl drinks made me feel super little though, and I had a lots of fun. Thanks Daddy!!!